Expressing My Love...

I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today.

I've been trying to find a way to express my feelings for you. I’ve always wanted to create something unique to show you just how much I love you. Now I’ve found the right place, and I’m going to tell the world that I LOVE YOU! It may sound crazy and corny, but I want to tell the whole universe about the true and sincere affection I have for you. I cannot tell you exactly how I feel, but I hope that you feel the warmth of my love whenever we are together. I will be right here beside you any time you need me, and I will be with you until I breathe my last breath. I promise to share my life with you no matter what tomorrow may bring.

Missing You..

I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with me always. I know I could never be any happier. But then again, I know that the day will come when I will be able to spend my every waking moment with you. I even miss you when I am sleeping!

I really do love you and I thank you for be so kind with my heart. Hopefully, soon I won't have to hate missing you.

F o r H e r...

I thought this letter writing thing was going to be easy but I guess it's not always that way. I have so many feelings to express that I have no idea where to begin. I never expected to feel this way toward you and to be honest I tried not to fall in love with you. But it got me, it sure got me good. Now that I don't have you I need you more than ever! I read a quote somewhere once that said, "It's not missing you that kills me, it knowing that I had you in my life that does." That is so absolutely true. But what's really bothering me is that I can't tell you how I feel…

I've loved you so much all these months, and those feelings can't and won't ever leave this heart of mine. Every time I am around you I want to let you know that I miss you so much. You are that someone, that special person that I could never deny my love for. I have made some really messed up choices and went down the wrong roads in the past, but I need you to know that because of all of those choices, I have made a turn for the better. I need you in my life, my arms, my heart, and in my world.

All I wanted from the start was to be with you. God knows how much you meant to me, not only as a friend, but with deeper, greater feelings as well…

As you know me by now, this is a way for me to pour my heart out to you, to let you know it's crying and dying because you're gone…

B E I N G_D U M P E D_S U C K S!

Being dumped sucks! Okay, perhaps that phrase isn’t the most poetic, but we really don’t live in poetic times. Getting dumped is bound to be a part of this wonderful game of love, so if you’ve found yourself in that position, cheer up!

You’ve poured your heart out to someone, built a relationship and suddenly it’s no longer there. The emptiness that remains only has two possible cures. The first is that you wait for a painful period of time and eventually you forget about getting dumped and you loose the feelings you felt for whoever dropped the axe. The second is finding a rebound after being dumped. This gets your mind off the painful situation and back on to what’s important: finding true love.

"B R O K E N_H E A RT"

It's the day of hearts once more... The air was filled with love and happiness...
But sadly I am not one of them...

It's been 658 days since i got a heart operation... I was diagnose of Mitral valve prolapse (MVP) is a valvular heart disease characterized by the displacement of an abnormally thickened mitral valve leaflet into the left atrium during systole.
The doctor repair it but sadly it could not be, so they replace with a new one( aluminum)...
Making myself a human time bomb cause every time my heart pumps you will hear a clock ticking... Funny but its true...

Thought I will never feel any pain, but it prove me wrong…

It stings what i feel yesterday... Like my artificial valve was crushing and want to break out of my chest... Seeing your love not minding you and has someone beside her...

Yes I am hurt, she said “I am not yet ready"... It's better to be dump than believing that there are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have was not for them...

But is not the end of my love for her...
Still waiting in silence but not expecting...