I thought this letter writing thing was going to be easy but I guess it's not always that way. I have so many feelings to express that I have no idea where to begin. I never expected to feel this way toward you and to be honest I tried not to fall in love with you. But it got me, it sure got me good. Now that I don't have you I need you more than ever! I read a quote somewhere once that said, "It's not missing you that kills me, it knowing that I had you in my life that does." That is so absolutely true. But what's really bothering me is that I can't tell you how I feel…
I've loved you so much all these months, and those feelings can't and won't ever leave this heart of mine. Every time I am around you I want to let you know that I miss you so much. You are that someone, that special person that I could never deny my love for. I have made some really messed up choices and went down the wrong roads in the past, but I need you to know that because of all of those choices, I have made a turn for the better. I need you in my life, my arms, my heart, and in my world.
All I wanted from the start was to be with you. God knows how much you meant to me, not only as a friend, but with deeper, greater feelings as well…
As you know me by now, this is a way for me to pour my heart out to you, to let you know it's crying and dying because you're gone…
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