"B R O K E N_H E A RT"

It's the day of hearts once more... The air was filled with love and happiness...
But sadly I am not one of them...

It's been 658 days since i got a heart operation... I was diagnose of Mitral valve prolapse (MVP) is a valvular heart disease characterized by the displacement of an abnormally thickened mitral valve leaflet into the left atrium during systole.
The doctor repair it but sadly it could not be, so they replace with a new one( aluminum)...
Making myself a human time bomb cause every time my heart pumps you will hear a clock ticking... Funny but its true...

Thought I will never feel any pain, but it prove me wrong…

It stings what i feel yesterday... Like my artificial valve was crushing and want to break out of my chest... Seeing your love not minding you and has someone beside her...

Yes I am hurt, she said “I am not yet ready"... It's better to be dump than believing that there are few things in life that are harder on a person than the time when they realize that the love they have was not for them...

But is not the end of my love for her...
Still waiting in silence but not expecting...