Thoughts of You . . .

Is it okay to feel afraid?
Because I am . . . sometimes
afraid of taking a chance, afraid of losing
even afraid of winning sometimes.

I'm scared to love to much,
scared to hold on to tight
when you may want to be free;
scared of letting go
when I need you to hold me.

And I need to know
if it's okay to feel afraid,
because sometimes I am . . .
because I love you so much . . .

I will love you not just today
or a year from now
but within the heart of my feelings
where time can draw no boundaries.

I will love you
not just a memory of
a moment shared
but in every glimpse of beauty
that stirs my senses and captures
my pleasure to live.

When I walk alone
you will be the sun at my back
and the smile on my lips.

In my dreams
you will appear as the visions
I've yet to see.

Whether real or imagined
each part of my life is measured
with you at the center of love . . .

I LOVE YOU HON,
HAPPY 9th MONTHSARY...